When this photo was taken, seriously PANAS GILA. but it was hidden under that super happy faces ;)
Finally. 10/10/09.
The day that ive been waiting for. Its my Convocation Day. Adalah sangat gembira tapi juga sangat sedih. Being in uia was the best moment ever, its not that i loveee that place literally, well, i do love the university but the most of it was because i met a whole bunch of great people there, whom i REALLY LOVE. 5 years in uia had taught me soo many things, i've became a better person i can say.
"We are proud of you"
Thats it. I broke into tears after my aunty said this. That was the first thing i did right after stepping out from the hall. I ran out to them and yes. I CRIED. I owe this 3 women a lot. My mom, my aunty and and my grandma. This is for them. Kalau diorang takde, i dont think i would make it to this level. There was this one time where i almost gave up. I wanted to quit studies. Everything went wrong at that particular time, but seeing those people wearing turquoise robe, receiving flowers during their convocation ceremony did changed my mind. Alhamdulillah. I've made it. Weve made it. ;)
After all ive been thru, ive realised one thing. ITS ALL IN YOU. No one can ever define you. Siapa cakap if you came from a broken family, you will fail? No, you WILL NOT. My dad left me. He did not witness my big day, hes not even there from day one i stepped in into my first year in Uni. But yeah, its his lost anyways. Nak buat macam mana, kena kuatkan semangat juga lah. I have to go thru all this all by myself. Mungkin itu yang boleh buat kita lebih matang kan? (and yet, ada manusia bangang bernama daneal ckp aku tak matang. screw you little low-life scum. well, dont you dare coming back into my life.) I've learned a lot in life. Kadang-kadang kita dekat atas and kadang-kadang kita terbang tinggi sangat but sometimes bila kita dekat bawah, we'll be in the lowest level of life. Sometimes i did feel like im losing everything. Tak tahu apa nak buat. No direction. No aim. It was all blur at one time, but remember one thing, GOD IS THERE. Turn to Him, thats it. InsyaAllah everything will be okay. After bermacam-macam kejadian dalam hidup ku, my life is now getting better and i am more motivated in life.
Be kind to yourself, always give yourself another chance and continue loving yourself.
Because if its not you doing all these, no one will.
♥