my tok long just had an operation in sjmc few minutes ago. cutting off his leg due to diabetic. owh god. my tok long yang agak active tu skrg have to live without a leg. sedihnya. well, tok long, we're going to visit you tomorrow ok. take care.
meanwhile, my another tok saudara, pak nek fell down yesterday and he's now admitted to miri specialist. he fell down twice! yesterday and a day before. both time sahur. haihhh. the second time dia jatuh, terus the anak2 hantar gi hospital. but hes kinda enjoying his days kat hospital, dia ckp makan best, tgk tv, yeah, he's cute in a way. hehe. tapi pak nek, since you are farrrr away across the sea, i could just pray and hope that u'll recover soon. u take care as well.
all this happenings reminds me of my arwah tok. i spent almost a month with him in sjmc, that place was my home for that particular time.
i miss asking him what to eat? i miss asking him "atok, nak tgk tv?", "atok nak bangun?", "atok nak minum?"
in a simple words, I MISS HIM. the last thing he asked from me was his songkok and i still have the songkok with me until today ;( but i coudnt barely look at it, i'll break into tears straight away. pheww.
i know you're here. right here watching us. i love you and you'll be in my heart forever tok.



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